essays

essays

reflection pieces & personal essays
Sep
16
nine of cups from the this might hurt tarot

nine of cups & the grief of wishes withdrawn

this card doesn't HAVE to be grief work — but it certainly can be, if we let it.
8 min read
Sep
10
wooden rowboat on rippling water

how is your heart grieving?

what does grief look like for you right now? what shape does your grief take? how is it showing up? and what is it costing you to hold your grief in whatever way you're holding it?
8 min read
Sep
01
rippling water with gold and silver coins underneath

september 2026: nine of cups // wishing well

throwing a coin into water isn't just about the wish we make — it's also about the ripples of water, the others who might hear our quiet prayer, the impact that our desire to bring more love or companionship or community or beauty or art or magic or care into this world has on everyone around us.
12 min read
Aug
18
3am.tarot: grief-informed, relationship-oriented tarot for the rebels & misfits

ten years of tarot

tarot has become a commitment, a devotion, a path i never want to stop walking.
6 min read
Aug
01
overhead shot of a current in a river

august 2026: eight of cups // following the current

when we're brave enough to follow where our heart has been leading us, to let that steady current carry us to whatever ending we're moving into, sometimes the thing we find is something we can't reach without leaving something else behind.
10 min read
Jul
01
dark purple and red clouds in a blue sky

july 2026: seven of cups // head in the clouds

where have you internally decided that you can only have one thing, one path, one dream? what would it look like to look underneath the vision, to identify the real desire, and to prioritize the need or desire you're chasing instead of getting caught up in specifics?
12 min read
Jun
20
tarot, AI, and the power of process

tarot, AI, and the power of process

there is zero benefit to you in outsourcing your fluency, intuition, creativity, experiences, discernment, and meaning-making to an AI chatbot.
11 min read
Jun
01
wine glasses filled with red wine on a white background, some spilled and some upright

june 2026: six of cups // raising our glasses

the six of cups isn't about every single moment being perfect and magical and flawless — it's about the trying, the showing up, the consistent effort to deepen connections. it's about the intimacy of imperfect effort.
13 min read
May
24
(left to right) king of coins, king of wands, king of swords, and king of cups from the gay marseille tarot

fives, kings, and directing change

kings show us that it's possible to protect what we love while also making space for it to blossom in new ways, ways that honor all that something has grown into.
9 min read
May
01
trees and flowing water, blocked by a beaver dam

may 2026: five of cups // dams & disappointments

this is the part of the cups story where we decide if we want to finally cross the river, or if we need to stay by the water and feel things for awhile longer.
11 min read