reading tarot for yourself is hard, actually
you're not "doing it wrong" — it's just hard.
on reflection work that doesn't suck
there is truth in honest reflection, and power in that truth.
november 2025: on everything being so goddamn hard
i really don't want you to stop caring. i want you to keep your heart soft. and that means that sometimes, you have to let yourself feel the hard thing instead of rushing to solve it.
october 2025: ten of pentacles // building ourselves home
what happens when you do something regularly, until it's such a regular part of your world that you forgot what your life was like without it?
rebellion for rule-followers
your rebellion might not look like chaining your body to a bulldozer — but that doesn't mean that it isn't still critically important.
september 2025: nine of pentacles // harvest & hard work
the nine of pentacles isn't only for times of plenty, but also times of scarcity — and this, too, is sacred. this, too, is part of the earth cycle.
august 2025: eight of pentacles // on tending & devotions
being able to tap into this energy, this discipline, is a beautiful and powerful thing. but it's also a survival tactic, a way of enduring and continuing to show up even when hope is not our driving force.